Mother's Day 2015 was a blessed one, for sure, getting to spend the day with my two kiddos. Hadley and I sported our new matching dresses for the occasion and I wore the new necklace that Justin and the kid's gave me that morning. Such a sweet gesture and I loved it so much. But Mother's Day is definitely not about the tangible gifts, it's a sweet reminder of the gift of being a mama. This past year has been tough in some regards. The desire of my heart is to have another child and I experienced two miscarriages, four months apart. It's easy to ask, "Why, God?" Do you think I'm a terrible mom and that's why I miscarried not once but twice? I know the answer to that question is no, but sometimes my own fears and insecurities get in the way. The truth is, I have no idea if we will be blessed with another child. And if we are not, that is God's perfect plan for our family. I have to trust and find comfort in that. He knows what is best for me far greater than I ever could. But this I know for sure....I love the two littles that I have been blessed with so incredibly much. God gave me these two, and I am so very thankful for their lives. And that, my friends, makes it the happiest Mother's Day of all.
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